Goodbye!

The year is coming to an end...everything's changing, like it or not.
Looking back, this past year has given me both good and bad memories. Although everything has passed, the memories still reamin as clear as day. The friendships, quarrels, fights, love, stupid things (lol) and of course in the process of all these, learning.

The new year will be great, starting afresh and reliving school life after a what seemed short 2 months break. Preparing for my major exams will be my prime objective. Then comes basketball. Nothing shall interfere with my plan..hope so..=D

Some candids from the party earlier today...waha..play balck jack and won like $1++ cos i was betting 20 cents...food was alright..company was fun! =D thnaks goes to Ming Wei for hosting this and Buk Cheng for planning everything..

Pain pain go away!

AHHHH CRAP!!!!! Woke up today and i found out that i had problems sitting up....stupid abdominals!! Did 40 V-man during training yesterday...now my abs hurt like crazy!! =/ gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

no idea what to put...

Hmmmmmmmm...............woke up to a very boring morning today...went for basketball for about an hour or so...came home..lazed around, read some books. Then came evening!! went to PL for my frist training and it was rather fun i guess?! ._.

Had training then many many matches can die!! =X maybe i'll consider going for more trainings! =) Party at Ming Wei's place tomorrow...

my passion, my pain...

Your Title Here...

oh man...i've realised that i've been going out for the past 3 days and that i've spent super a lot of money on..hmmm...food, movies and i've no idea what else..

Went for job interview this morning cos SOMEONE! told us that there was a one week job at Giordano and the pay was $5/h. The agent told us that we had to work till Feburary it was at that point where i went "HUH!! Feburary?!?!?" o.O ok...the interview was at 10 at Taka and i couldn't sleep the whole night through due to the nervousness of going for an interview...Ended up have hell load of time to burn away...so decided to catch a movie at GrandCathay..decided to watch National Treasure..that was when there was a stupid ass guy beside me who couldn't stop rocking the chair..so i felt the shocks too...YOU ASSHOLE!!

being singaporeans, we just can't help but follow law-by-law...

Went to Topman to get a pair of jaggerhead slim coupled with a brown crew neck top...spent..let's say it came quite cheap...=D

WAHA! Basketball tomorrow morning!!

Estacy...

Went out today...spent one wholeeee day contemplating if i should buy the black skinny from Topman...ARGHHH! Spent the remaining of the day trying to find tops for myself!! Today's stressful man!! Saw Nicole at Far East and when she tapped me, i thought it was some ass prankster and almost retaliated..LOL! =x

Walked home from Hougang plaza after pool and i've found my escape from the worldly stress that i've been going through lately..I saw a long flight of stairs and i thought of something i've always wanted to do but never had the balls to execute it for fear of breaking a limb or worse some other bone..I ran...then flew...the feeling was euphoric but it only lasted a brief moment..when i landed everything was back to normal =( how i wished that time would freeze and that moment would've lasted for eternity...*NEW EXTREME SPORT (that i like) DISCOVERED* =D

You're not a person; you're deceased.

My Inspiration...My Idol...

The best in the business...Inspirational...

Pictures...

Here're some photos uploaded from the Hong Kong exchange programme..they're not in chronological order whatsoever...enjoy..

This dolphin's name is Steve..as the name tag indicated..

bad habit from singapore...LOL!

yummy yummy fill my tummy...

believe it or not..those are live prawns..
nope..no one's getting married... -.-
teachers sleep too!! clouds...=)

Hard at work remembering scripts..
kids at play...
Fariz looks dumb...
Finally realising my dream!?!? o.O
Cameras are allowed in planes?!

break free...=D
gravity defiers...
OHH yea.....that's me!
our "run down" hostel where we shared many fun memories...
cable car up Ocean Park

HK BBQ/Chalet

ok....mass started at 9.30am and i woke up at 9.18...made it justtttt a little bit late for mass though (better late then never). Had mass, brunch then back for meeting. After meeting which was like near 1, had rehearsals with the children for the christmas mass' children pagent. (something like that.)
Finished at arounddddd.....4++

Then, went for a chalet/bbq that i wasn't suppose to go for cos i just recovered from a F***ing fever and i'm still having tonsil-itis (sorta like a super bad sore-throat). The fire was superb and the food was splendid until.......all those that were cooking were trying to infuse satay sauce into ALL of their dishes.
So...that's that...for now...

Make me a better player!!!

Darth Vader!!

Day 3

HAHA! The fever is GONE!! *praise God* but the headache is still there =/ Think my temperature went too high and my brains were damaged more than what it was before. Maybe i'll become spastic or something *roll on the floor for no apparant reason*

Gonna have tuition later in the evening..so i've super a lot of time to burn from now till then. But i can't go out cos i'm too weak and broke..dam it.

But getting sick isn't that bad either, you lose your appetite and you'll lose weight. But it highly imprudent..you'll most probably suffer from malnutrition or get some wicked dieseas.

Burn my brains

Went to the doctor's last night, my temperature was a super high 39.7 (highest i've ever had). Had some super strong anti-biotics and hell load of paracetamol. My fever still persisted through the night and i woke up at 2 to take another dose.

Woke up at 12 noon and the fever was almost gone. Had a slice of plain bread for breakfast and took my meds again. Guess i'm not going for the HK chalet cos i'm afraid of a relapse.

FEVER, HEADACHE, COUGH, EVERYTHING BAD, GO AWAY!!!

Fever

having a fucking 38.7 fever now..think it was 39++ when i came home..won't talk much, off to rest...

Used to

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
You used to lean on me..the only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like we had nowhere we needed to go
Nice and slow, to no place in particular

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back...
To how it used to be

I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way
I used to listen, you always had just the right thing to say
I used to follow you, never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow to anywhere at all

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star
I'd see We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back...
To how it used to be

I look around me and I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you-it's empty and you're sad
Cause you miss the love that we had
You used to talk to me like I was the only one around...
The only one around

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back...
To how it used to be

you came into my life, brought joy and laughter. Now you're gone...

Got my jeans...

Here i am once again blogging about my ever so boring life. Well, went for church this morning for mass (i made it on time) then went for meeting after having brunch with the gang. had meeting until like 2 plus plus then to Tampines Mall to get my Levis. WOOOOOOO.....

Decided not to change back to my bermudas and went for a movie. Watched (i forgot the name cos it's super long and super hard to pronunce.) After the movie. Melissa had a pop corn kernel stuck within her braces and gums. So we went around Tampines looking for a dental clinic but to no avail cos all the clinics were closed on Sundays. -.-

Took 72 back to Hougang and went to Ave 8 to find the 24 hours clinic and the doctor charged a ridiculous $68 for using a twiser to pull the kernel out. WTF!! THAT'S A RIP OFF!!!

Now i'm back home...Feeling super bored...and tired.

Is it time that i let go and forget all that we shared. I'll leave it to you to decide.

13 hours of sleep

GAH!!! i don't believe it, as my post title suggests it, i slept a full 13 hours. Came home from camp yesterday and was ****ing tired that i fell asleep (once again) in front of the computer. I finally woke up at around 11 plus!? Took out my lenses, brushed my teeth and plonked into my heavenly bed.(which i haven't slept on for like 2 nights.)

Woke up at 12 plus this morning then went to Justin's place where they spent the whole day watching Heros. So i watched like 3 episodes. Went for a swim and finally some basketball, couldn't do much as the floor was wet though. Fell asleep in the cab on the way back home. So i'm preparing to go to bed right about now ?!?!
hope i can wake up in time for church tomorrow!! =x

why is it that i still think of you?!?!

Back from camp!

HEYA!!! i'm back from camp!! Had super loads of fun these 3 days espically during our personal night excursions! Gonna miss all the crapping and activities we had. The outdoor cooking was fun, although the heat was too high and it kept burning my wonton skin leaving the outside over cooked but the inside still raw. =/ Enjoyed dragonboating yesterday although the co-ordination wasn't as well as last year. Now i'm back home, at last being able to sleep on my ever so precious bed!!

Too bad it's raining, otherwise i'd have gone for basketball. I just realised i've got tonnes of homework left and the holidays are coming to an end!! WTF OMFG!!!! HOWWWWWWW!! STRESS!!!!

didn't think that i could feel this pain, until i saw the stranger that was you.

Racecar *spell it backwards*

OMFG...i just witnessed an initiation of a race. Was with the G twins and gabriel at 401 as gab was having his supper after church stuff. There was a sudden loud reving of engines and all of us thought it must've been some loser on bike trying to start. But to everone's surprise, it was a white subaru initiating a race with the grey one beside it. The white on "won" as he sped off to the next traffic light while the grey one just cruised along. But we all noticed one thing, the driver of the white subaru must've been some young chap who had finally gotten his car and was trying to show off as the grey one looked old. The driver of the white subaru must have been a noob at racing as his gear transition wasn't smooth causing the huge jerk of his vehicle. WAHAHAHA!! overall, it was an exciting experience! =D can't wati to go to the races!! XD

The popular saying goes, "you'll never learn how to cherish what you have until it's gone." I never believed in that till now, till i lost you. I've had sleepless nights just laying awake, thinking of why did i stupidly let go of something so precious, something so dear to me. Why did i not learn how to cherish and love what i once had. Then, things occured naturally, the deeper i thought, the more i leaked. I tried to stop it, but it just wouldn't. I've got to say, i still DO love you.

i miss you