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hello everyone, okay, i know it's sometime since i last blogged. So i'm guessing that no one's gonna read this anyway *why even bother writing?!*

The holidays have been so-so for me...caught up with some old pals and enjoyed my time.

Other than that, it's either work or cycle or sleep....hmmm that's pretty much how my life's been and i seem to enjoy it somehow or rather. Not really much stress for now....But school's gonna reopen in a weeks time and that means study study study and travel travel travel which amounts up to stress stress stress.... =(

Okay so well, if you read this, do tag so i know that i've still some readers and it's worth updating my blog okay?!

CHOW!

First attempt at commiting suicide. - Almost succeeded

Saturday.

Met my colleagues in the morning for a mini gathering. Played basketball at tiong bahru CC till about 1 plus, played with some guys there who were FREAKING fit, like, seriously, BIG BODIES! . It was fun to catch up with them.
Had lunch at the market near by and rushed back home to get my bike, went over to gary's palce and had swimming session, almost died. Everytime i tried to kick, my calf would cramp and it happened A LOT of times. Got out, showered then went for dinner at 401. Went down to punggol cc to plat ball with the team, ended up killing myself.

Woke up this morning with aching legs. Studied for the prac tmr. i think i'm gonna flung it.

Stressed, worn out.

went to my aunt's place today, good thing my cousin took stats and chem and bio when she was in JC, helped me out a bit, not really sure if it was fruitful but i hope it was. Enjoyed dinner. Came home and nua the whole night away watching Hairy Pottie...

well, here's a pic of Voldie.......







ROCK AND ROLLINGGGG!!!! WOOOOOO!!! \m/

World Wide

A world wide phenomenon has taken place, a deadly virus has infected coaches and the side effects are to make their players run multiple shuttle runs....

Pinocytosis = Pinoy-cytosis? =D

OKAY!! it's been a VERY VERY VERY VERY long time since i last blogged.
Exams were sorta F***ed up i guess got 1A and triple Bs totally screwed.
Lessons are as tiring as usual and i really hate the projects that are just dumped on us. URGHH!! Well, I've been spending A LOT of time traveling to and fro school in a stupid uncomfortable SBS/Shuttle bus. How i wish i could ride or even drive to school. =/. But since i can't fulfill my wishes just yet, I'll be needing a lot a lot of new songs! cos I'm getting bored of the tunes in my MP3.....=(

Everyone out there send me many many many many new and nice songs okay?! =D

Where amazing happens

Bad mannerism

The typical Singaporean "Auntie" attitude of forgetting etiquette when wanting to benefit oneself. Rushing to get free or discounted items, rushing to be the first in the queue, rushing to the free seat in the MRT,bus or hawker centre. Making "full use" of what they paid for ( i paid 20cents to enter the toilet, take more toilet paper, flush more often).
All these acts DISGUST me to the utmost maximum, they show how low one would stoop just for these small gains.

Sustained Injuries; However, A Great Sense Of Achievement

Perspiration trickles down our faces as we anticipate the oncoming ball, we're all panting and tired after doing the first 80 reps. Here goes another 80 cos we didn't do it properly. The training is tiring, but it's just at the lowest level. Our(or at least my) fitness level isn't there yet.
We finally finished what seemed like a thousand reps and immediately, it's tug jumps and V-Mans.

My knee cap feels weird and a little pain at the top, think it's my old injury acting up, i'm worried, but i dare not stop training for fear of being looked down upon. Finally, i get to play. I score just one ball, but i'm contented.

Tried jumping after everything ended and FINALLY, the elusive back board is finally mine to touch. The feeling of elation fills me as i go for a second jump. Only after 2 little trainings, my vertical has increased, i'm happy about it. I'm gonna train harder.

You can't please everyone, don't even try ; Adapt

Well, i guess i'm sort of assimilating into poly life. The headaches are still there, but i'm sort of getting used to them. The lecture speeds are forever fast paced and i guess i can't slow the whole class down due to my low level of intellect. Nevertheless i'm trying my best to absorb everything the lects are saying and trying to process every single thing in my little tiny brain.

It's like studying for my O levels everyday (if i hadn't mentioned it before) and i guess it's somehow taking a toll on my mental health.
There're so many personalities that i've to handle appropriatly and also holding back myself, this really does develop my self-control.

I realised that the world isn't what it seems from my Secondary-School-perspective and that there're so many things out there in the world you've got to face and overcome yourself, i somehow lost my sense of security as compared to being in my comfort zone during my Secondary School days. There're so many things out there waiting for just the right moment to grab you and bring you into the abbyss of no return. Just one moment of folly and you're done for, you'll have ruined your whole life.

Seriously, can i just take a break from this tiring life and revert back to my own little space where everything is warm and cosy, without the monsters hiding around??

Poly life isn't as easy as it seems. Independence is a must and self discipline is a need.

The lecturers don't give a hoot if you listen or not and will ask you to leave as you please anytime you feel like it. It's a total different life as compared to secondary school where the teachers chase you for your homework and get notes distributed to you during lesson time. Teachers will even re-explaine things for you in detail if you don't understand. In poly, you've gotta source out your own notes and search if the lecturers have uploaded any online and if you don't understand anything, it's your responsibility to find out more through your own means.

The school is damn big and moving from lects to tutorials are a hassle. We used to complain(in secondary school) about going to the D&T room on the first floor cos we were on the fourth, but now, just exiting the building to go to another lect or tutorial takes as much effort. True, this independence will mature us, but somehow, i'm not used to it, guess i'm still a child.

I somehow miss how teachers will handle everything for you and you'll be bossed around by them, cos they're really concern about you. It's literally, every man for himself in poly.

We were already bombarded by deadlines for projects and Lord knows what on the very first day when the lects haven't even started. They'll tell you where to get the lesson materials, but they won't tell you what are they and when they'll be released.

Today was fruitful, today was enjoyable.

Met Benson and Jazer in the morning and played ball, learnt some stuff from Jazer and he asked me to try out my 3pt shot(which i had zero confidence in cos i had never once shot it seriously.) Turned out rather good for the first time, i downed 4 consecutive shots =D. And i'm really sorry about sending my elbow to your face Benson, i swear it wasn't on purpose =s

Went to have frog porridge at S11 food court and i must say, it was DEEEEEEEEEELICIOUS!!

Met baby soon after that and caught Shinjuku Incident. I gotta say, it was quite gory and the fighting scenes were damn real. Wasn't really used to the fighting style where Jacky wasn't making the audience laugh. Overall, i would say it was only an average show.

Prawning Pawning.

WOOOO!!! Prawning is FUNNNNN!!! (when you catch a lot of prawns)
Ernest suddenly asked me out to go prawning with Bert and Weida. But in the end, pang sehed us when he went to sleep. _l_

Ended up with only Bert and me prawning, Weida and Josh and his bro came much later about 3++. Our catch was considered rather...reasonable is guess?! We caught a total of 16(including one badass big prawn) prawns. After barbecuing everything, it was about 4.30am. Went to Macs to slack.


Here's the catch of the day:








Waited for baby downstairs her place to surprise her, then went home to sleep. =D



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Oh yea, and thanks Ben and the rest for being such good friends and calming me down. Really do appreciate your care and concern from the bottom of my heart.

Friends

chalet was fun! =D Although i didn't get to sleep much. =/ But still, so happy that i could catch up with all my friends and enjoy my time there. The BBQ had goooooooood and niceeeeeeeeee food that i haven't had for a very very very long time, too bad we didn't cook the otahs. =(

But dammit, after the chalet, i formed a bad habit of liking ice cold beers every time i've nothing to do, or when the weather gets warm. =S

Met the gang for homecoming day today, it was as usual messy, warm and sticky.

IRRITANT!

Dang, the weather these few days have been getting warmer and warmer, the scorching sun is not helping me with my temper and I've become very easily irritable, most probably due to the fact that I've been getting more and more headaches =( . Lord please help me keep my temper in check and give me patience to deal with any situation that comes my way.

Was suppose to go to DBL O last night for Jazer's birthday party but was refused entry, 21 is the golden number. =(

Respect; walking away

If you don't acknowledge me as a player, i shan't ackmowledge you as a coach.
FUCK OFF....

Nocturnal.

Creatures of the night,
Hear my plight,
Allow me to rest,
So I can perform my best,
Be it at school, work or play,
Grant this wish I pray.



Fatigue really makes you a great poet huh?! ;D

A crazy team paired with 3 perverted coaches, you get a super strong, almost unbeatable team.

The training was shiok, been a long time since i exerted myself, but it was too mentally taxing, imagine wanting to get the ball in cos all the other players do so and you'll be letting the whole team down, or you're the cause of punishment just because of your incompetence.



Oh yea, and happy 7th darling =D

FUCK YOU!! FUCKING SELFISH ASSHOLE, so the idea is that you can borrow my stuff but i can't yours huh...nice one SELFISH ASS!! _l_

MAIN MAIN MAIN!!!!

Here's a little peek into my working life and all the people that're responsible for it.
Working at main is FUN! But i think i'll get xfered out soon*rumours*. We have

Hidayat - yo gor kong Lau Da

Andruew - Mr. bicep the size of his head.

Benson - Gangster spear-er, bballer and god of laughter!

Jin Wen - COCKMASTER! And super joker, good impersonator too.

Adolphus - Biomed graduate that went to pursue a degree in business -.-

Dean - Swimmer, bitch and butt boy.

Bernard - Youth Olympic wrestler cum stunt man(human flag)

Jazer - damn tall giant, super pro bballer.

Derrick - Botak, gay boy, good baker, reds smoker.

Benedict Ong - Muay Thai big time gangster cum ninja baller.

ME - Non muscular tiny guy who has gangster face and not the 7pts-er face.(they told me that)

Cuts and Bruises literally.

Took a fall during saturday's bball "training" serious bruise to my left knee, hope nothing's wrong. =s The cuts are no matter. FUCK YOU ASSHOLE!

Got sent home at 6 yesterday cos the company plans to cut costs. Went roaming around with Azfar and Bernard to get some stuff, then back home.


*friend, you've been changing rapidly, your defensive attitude, your sudden urge for privacy. Are friends suppose to be like this!?