Fever

having a fucking 38.7 fever now..think it was 39++ when i came home..won't talk much, off to rest...

Used to

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
You used to lean on me..the only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like we had nowhere we needed to go
Nice and slow, to no place in particular

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back...
To how it used to be

I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way
I used to listen, you always had just the right thing to say
I used to follow you, never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow to anywhere at all

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star
I'd see We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back...
To how it used to be

I look around me and I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you-it's empty and you're sad
Cause you miss the love that we had
You used to talk to me like I was the only one around...
The only one around

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back...
To how it used to be

you came into my life, brought joy and laughter. Now you're gone...

Got my jeans...

Here i am once again blogging about my ever so boring life. Well, went for church this morning for mass (i made it on time) then went for meeting after having brunch with the gang. had meeting until like 2 plus plus then to Tampines Mall to get my Levis. WOOOOOOO.....

Decided not to change back to my bermudas and went for a movie. Watched (i forgot the name cos it's super long and super hard to pronunce.) After the movie. Melissa had a pop corn kernel stuck within her braces and gums. So we went around Tampines looking for a dental clinic but to no avail cos all the clinics were closed on Sundays. -.-

Took 72 back to Hougang and went to Ave 8 to find the 24 hours clinic and the doctor charged a ridiculous $68 for using a twiser to pull the kernel out. WTF!! THAT'S A RIP OFF!!!

Now i'm back home...Feeling super bored...and tired.

Is it time that i let go and forget all that we shared. I'll leave it to you to decide.

13 hours of sleep

GAH!!! i don't believe it, as my post title suggests it, i slept a full 13 hours. Came home from camp yesterday and was ****ing tired that i fell asleep (once again) in front of the computer. I finally woke up at around 11 plus!? Took out my lenses, brushed my teeth and plonked into my heavenly bed.(which i haven't slept on for like 2 nights.)

Woke up at 12 plus this morning then went to Justin's place where they spent the whole day watching Heros. So i watched like 3 episodes. Went for a swim and finally some basketball, couldn't do much as the floor was wet though. Fell asleep in the cab on the way back home. So i'm preparing to go to bed right about now ?!?!
hope i can wake up in time for church tomorrow!! =x

why is it that i still think of you?!?!

Back from camp!

HEYA!!! i'm back from camp!! Had super loads of fun these 3 days espically during our personal night excursions! Gonna miss all the crapping and activities we had. The outdoor cooking was fun, although the heat was too high and it kept burning my wonton skin leaving the outside over cooked but the inside still raw. =/ Enjoyed dragonboating yesterday although the co-ordination wasn't as well as last year. Now i'm back home, at last being able to sleep on my ever so precious bed!!

Too bad it's raining, otherwise i'd have gone for basketball. I just realised i've got tonnes of homework left and the holidays are coming to an end!! WTF OMFG!!!! HOWWWWWWW!! STRESS!!!!

didn't think that i could feel this pain, until i saw the stranger that was you.

Racecar *spell it backwards*

OMFG...i just witnessed an initiation of a race. Was with the G twins and gabriel at 401 as gab was having his supper after church stuff. There was a sudden loud reving of engines and all of us thought it must've been some loser on bike trying to start. But to everone's surprise, it was a white subaru initiating a race with the grey one beside it. The white on "won" as he sped off to the next traffic light while the grey one just cruised along. But we all noticed one thing, the driver of the white subaru must've been some young chap who had finally gotten his car and was trying to show off as the grey one looked old. The driver of the white subaru must have been a noob at racing as his gear transition wasn't smooth causing the huge jerk of his vehicle. WAHAHAHA!! overall, it was an exciting experience! =D can't wati to go to the races!! XD

The popular saying goes, "you'll never learn how to cherish what you have until it's gone." I never believed in that till now, till i lost you. I've had sleepless nights just laying awake, thinking of why did i stupidly let go of something so precious, something so dear to me. Why did i not learn how to cherish and love what i once had. Then, things occured naturally, the deeper i thought, the more i leaked. I tried to stop it, but it just wouldn't. I've got to say, i still DO love you.

i miss you