I'm getting better and better as the days past (at least i think i do) Maybe time DOES heal all wounds....

But is that's the case, then why isn't my FUCKING ANKLE healing?! =((((
Bought a guard for my right ankle and i plan to use the lousy one i already have for my left...both my ankles are useless....=S

Work takes me away from thinking too much...Work tires me out every single day that i've to serve customers who are so very fucked up till the extent that they do not even fucking bring their clothes out from the fitting cubicle..such fucked up people they are...

However...when i get home, i'm exhausted and then the mind starts wandering again...It's been a great improvement as compared to last time...

In the mean time, I hope NIKE calls =DDDDDDD cos i somehow hate my workplace although there're some wonderful people there...=s

I'm currently working at VIVO Island River city...If you know what i mean...



I know you didn't mean it...but it hurts real bad...

Went looking for you in the hope of just getting a glimpse...You were soundly asleep as always. I tried looking for reasons to hate you but the more i looked, the more there seems to be none. I just wonder if you ever missed me or the times we spent together...I don't know where i am ow, don't know what I should do.

First day...

PHEW! First day of work was tiring...spent my whole day, well not actually the WHOLE day it was 1.15pm till 10.30pm, standing. Had to server the customers and i was running in and out of the store room like no one's business...Really really really damnnnn tiring on the legs. The people there were quite okay okay, but i didn't talk much as everyone was as busy as i was and they were all strangers to me...so yea...managed to sell quite a few pieces today, above $700++ worth of products i would say...

Think i'll be soundly asleep tonight....


I didn't even matter, you would'nt even bother...

JIA HAO PROM KING!!! Dunno which girl prom queen...

Prom was fun ytd!! =D Enjoyed myself around my friends and it was the first time i got so many pictures taken in such a short span of time...kenna flash banged like siaoooooo....

Cabbed home then went to bathe then down to HX's place for after party slack, it turned out to be a forum session. Started off with ghostly events then to tang ki (spirit medium) then i've no idea why to China's history and eventually everyone got horny (even the girls) and started talking about giving birth and all the boobs stuff x_x

Some of us talked all the way till 6am while some others were too tired and eventually went off to bed. Slept for 3 hours and woke up...ate a little then down to kovan for my treatment at the Sinseh's cost me another $50 (stop ripping me off fucker!) This'll be the last time i'm going down...

Work's starting TOMORROW!! WEEEEEEEEEE...(hope that the people there aren't fuckers or what.) MONEY MONEY COME TO ME!!!!!

Just finished watching PrisonBreak S4E11 online..
Gonna be able to take out the bandages that're wrapped around both my ankles anytime soon..
Went to the cinese physician yesterday to have a look at my ankles, he said there were very old injuries hidden inside and that i'd to go back for further treatmeant(as usual) it cost me a whopping $50 !@#$% damn sad...now no money liaozxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx...

Indecent exposure...

Went riding last night with amanda...Went kovan for a drink then down to Seng Kang to ride around..Decided to go to the multistorey carpark to play with the spirals, when we went to the top level, we saw SOMETHING HAPPENING in a car...Let's just sum it up..the car aws shaking and the lights were turned off.. =S

I'm Back!!

Hello world!
Just got back from class chalet. It was a blast, except for some moments where almost everyone was pissed off guess...This is the first chalet then i can get decent hours of rest on a comfy bed and i feel damn good when i come back home, no sickly feeling or whatever. (Many thanks goes to the 10L water dispenser and the water cooler)

Had BBQ on the first night and we had prepared wayyyyyyyyy tooooooo much food. The otahs were quite untouched as no one bothered looking for them and the satays were halfway through. Had many many other food and we decided not to waste them so we ended up giving them to the group next to us.

All the girls crammed in the room after their night activities so we guys decided to find an alternative place for accommodation. Ended up in 501's room. Total of 9 people crammed into a room of about max capacity of 3. (there were only 2 single beds stacked on top of those kinda mattress-y base.) So we made use of it by laying everything out and that's how you make 9 people cram in a space of 4 single sized beds. Well...at least we knew what friendship was and was willing to sacrifice for our friends at the expense of our comfort unlike some people who're just oh so very selfish.(Shan't mention who cos you jolly well know who you are.)

Second day was spent lazing around in the swimming pool in the morning then went to the food court to get scammed of our money. After that was beach volleyball till it started raining. Went back to our rooms and i fell asleep for about 3 hours after bathing. Woke up at 6+ to have cup noodles for dinner then slacked around till 10. Went to 501's room for Indian poker. Eventually changed to the number guessing game cos Indian poker was lame. Before we ran out of beer, i drank virtually nothing, but after we got new stocks, i think i was drinking the most!! WTF!!..Oh yea, and we celebrated HR's birthday for him. HAPPY BELATED B'DAY HONG RUI!!(We didn't forget your birthday. =D)
Got quite lazy to think eventually and ended up lying down on kelly(LOL!!)
Finished rest of the beer we had and retreated back to our rooms to battle the Zzz monster!!

Woke up fresh and perky today, left the room in a big mess and proceeded to check out.

Congratulations to all 5Ns and most 4Es in Xinmin Sec upon completion of thier secondary school life...it's finally over, no more staying in school till 5pm for remedials, no more CCA absentees and of course, no more Mr Signh catching our attire!!

MCQ was rather okay today...made a few careless mistakes, but what's over is over...

Went out with the guys to recce some food prices for the BBQ during chalet...Went to Vivo to get TW's shirt then down to GIANT supermart...did a lot of alaf things there...here's one of them...ok fine blogger is screwing me up..can't seem to upload the pictures..zzzz

Here I go, scream my lungs out

I could just imagine myself rocking my head back and forth listening to Avenged...

If only i had long hair...but then again...

To-Do-List

Things to do after O levels

1)Go class chalet.(that'll be filled with other people i dunno that're not from my class)possibly??
2)Find Ernest to get drunk and cry together.
3)Bball when i'm free.
4)Go prom night.
5)Work my ass off to i can support myself and not be a burden.
6)Pump gym!?
7)Go shopping after i earned money for poly clothes.
8)Go cycling when i can.
9)Go running when i can.
10)Clean my room.

I've never been the type to break down, but now i truly understand the mean of "it hits you so hard you don't know what hit you."

Initially, i was surprised at myself for the little reaction i had towards what you said, after the shock of everything settles down realisation hits you and you know you've had it when you're just sitting there not thinking about anything except the past. Black and white just whizz pass your eyes as you lay there helplessly whishing you could grab hold of that moment and just wish that time would just stop there and you'd give the world for a moment like that.

I was never one who took for granted what was given to me, it wasn't easy but we managed. Yet, in just a short text, you ended it all. Just like how the Twin Towers collapsed in just a matter of seconds. I literally crumbled and was reduced to a pile laying in a corner of a room draining my heart out.

My hands are bruised, my head is aching, i just wished that this was just a very very bad nightmare that i'd soon wake up from. But it seems that it's the other way round. Everything was just an illusion nad now i'm back in reality the cold harsh reality that hits everyone till they reach rock bottom and try to climb back up again.

Actually i don't even know what i'm saying or if everything i've said makes any sense. I don't even know where was i these past 6 months. Maybe everything was just a nice nice dream and now i'm awake.



Picking up my pain from door to door
Riding on the storyline
Furnace burning overtime
But this train don't stop,
This train don't stop,
This train don't stop there anymore

Jumpshot 3 on 3

Just woke up from my super long, well deserved sleep.=D

Went for Jumpshot 3 On 3 yesterday...reported at 8 am in the morning but had to waste nearly 4 hours to wait for the rain to stop before we could carry on with the event..We did quite well in the group games, winning all the groups we faced, then came to the second round where we faced the team consisting of the combined stars..lost like fuck, i had to mark ROCK(WTF!) he was my age, damn tall, damn big sized and head a cool afro!? =DD

The night before, we finished balling and slacking at about 1am, i went to Eevann's palce to grab his bike then cycled home to bath and pack before going down to Wei Da's place. We initially planned to mahjong the night away at Jo's but Jo was such a pig that me and WD went back to his crib. Ernest called at 3.30am and asked where was WD's place.(He said he was driving but we all thought he was bombing instead =x) then we directed him and asked him to give us a honk.

To our horror, we really heard a honk and rushed down to meet him, he had xionged his mother's car and ask us where we wanted to go for supper. *shocked and excited* Went down to Srg Gardens and had prata at RK House, crap, didn't order pork LOL!

Then he allowed me to drive the car for a short distance.(eh,driving a car isn't easy.) When we came to a one way street turn. I stopped to see if there were on-coming cars and was BLOODY HELL MOFOING shocked to see a police car cruise by, Ernest WD and I were in a state of utter shocked when the officer was looking into the car from his window and we immediately turned off the lights in the car.*PHEW!* Had a change of drivers and Ernest took us back to WD's place. By that time, it was already 5am...Slept for 1 hour and then went for 3 on 3