Well, i guess i'm sort of assimilating into poly life. The headaches are still there, but i'm sort of getting used to them. The lecture speeds are forever fast paced and i guess i can't slow the whole class down due to my low level of intellect. Nevertheless i'm trying my best to absorb everything the lects are saying and trying to process every single thing in my little tiny brain.
It's like studying for my O levels everyday (if i hadn't mentioned it before) and i guess it's somehow taking a toll on my mental health.
There're so many personalities that i've to handle appropriatly and also holding back myself, this really does develop my self-control.
I realised that the world isn't what it seems from my Secondary-School-perspective and that there're so many things out there in the world you've got to face and overcome yourself, i somehow lost my sense of security as compared to being in my comfort zone during my Secondary School days. There're so many things out there waiting for just the right moment to grab you and bring you into the abbyss of no return. Just one moment of folly and you're done for, you'll have ruined your whole life.
Seriously, can i just take a break from this tiring life and revert back to my own little space where everything is warm and cosy, without the monsters hiding around??
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